Good Will
only here to alleviate
the headache
third eye open
under water, swallowing
I’m only here to make something
of myself
isn’t that cowardly?
I could just make myself again
but I’ve accidentally already
and quit
so I speak through forced
sobrieties, for myself
inspiration clamped shut
until it breaks
every few years
I build the same home
here again, I want so badly
to cross this threshold
but it looks too familiar
ordering replacement fear
way out in advance
the common denominator, me
a haunted family tree
something I can’t give away
or give away and buy again
thinking how lucky am I
I’m stealing this
just to have another thing that
watches me
full of wishes